Now, people can choose how they wish to behave. There is simply no question about that. People who have same-sex attractions do not have to act on them--and a good many do not, especially in places like Trinidad where it can be dangerous or expose one to ridicule etc.
Others do not for religious reasons.
But some choose to act on their feelings.
The feelings really do exist. You will not voluntarily choose to do something you are not already inclined in some way to do.
You can choose how you act; but you often cannot choose your motivations (I did not say "motives" eh two different words).
Everyone suffers from some form of "negative" compulsion, read about intrusive thoughts(
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intrusive_thoughts), its human nature to conceive of things they rather not, the point is how you respond to those thoughts.
I find myself 'intrigued" by all kinds of things, wierd, oddball things, macabre , evil, even should i act on this facination? Noo..well at least in my case i know certain things just arent right.. but if i really wanted to be evil... should i? because it is my undeniable nature? Should i abuse my free will to do borderline or questionable acts?? Ok lets all do what we feel like now..
All you have to "do" to be homosexual is to have a sexual attraction to members of your own sex. You don't have to have sex with them, or put on lipstick, or call the "girlfriend" with a lisp; you just have to have a sexual physiological response to them (and not to women). (Check the dictionary)
I understand this completely, but i was refering to homosexuality as a lifestyle, in a very generalised way. I'm fully aware that there are no external cues to someones sexuality, see me i have long nails, so some people think i'm gay, but if i honestly thought that long nails denotes sexuality i'd have cut them a long time ago.. The thing is as much as we like to assume that homosexuality is just about preference, its way beyond that. You say its been around forever i know this also, its just that now it's a movement,
a life style, a loosely connected social organisation like freerunning, or goth (not that goth is gay) or autosportsism (gasbrainsim). It's sole purpose it to give the appearence of normancy through the sheer numbers of its members, through pseuedo -scientific cliams of sexual preference and or identity being separate from physical gender, that because a choice or compulsion exist it is "the right thing" to give into it, to indugle in it or to glorify it. It's common, homosexuality, just like drug use, common but not normal, or positive. But of course it must be ok cuz just about anyone can be gay, by choice, as long as they want to be, just like some people choose to pick thier noses on live tv or jump into oncoming traffic. Just dont try to kid yourself thinking that what you're doing is in anyway the result of natural thought processes, or that it is the way it should be, or that non sinister motivations cannot result in sinister acts... :icon_neutral: